I have a fantasy of giving my girl oral sex - I've only done it once, and we were both drunk, and she made me stop. She doesn't want me to go down on her because she is too self conscious about her vaginal area, despite my constant reassurances and insistence that I find every part of her intoxicating. Just the idea of giving oral turns me on immensely, and the one time I did it, I loved it - but for now all it is for me, is a fantasy.