I feel as though our sexual relationship stalled out just as it was getting started, and just as we started to *really* connect with each other non-sexually and sexually. Since that time I've just become increasingly depressed and distressed in this relationship - I don't know what to do, I feel like screaming. She doesn't know my anguish - yet she doesn't pay enough attention to me or my mood to pick up on my unhappiness. I want her. I need her. I want and need to be with her physically - there are so many things I dream about every day - kinky, non-kinky, anything and everything sexual, all things I don't get to do. I feel like dying.