I am in a sexless relationship. We have had sex once in the last 4 months - that one time lasted about a minute - can you blame me? It had been more than two months since my dick had felt pleasure such as that, and it got a little over-excited. Every day that I live in this relationship where everything is normal except our sex depresses me further. In the past few weeks, I haven't wanted to post to this blog because anytime I think about the subject matter I get angry and depressed - but I NEED to write, even if no one is reading, because this is my only way of venting the frustrations I feel in this situation. I feel like I am going to cry, my relationship is broken, but she pretends like nothing is wrong.

I tried all weekend to seduce her, and I failed. We even had an official dinner date planned which she canceled. I try as hard as I can to not let this depress me - I realize that she has lots of stresses, and she may be suffering from depression and a few other problems that keep her from wanting sex, but what it really comes down to at the end of every day is my unavoidable feelings of anger, rejection, and sadness over what our relationship has become. Today marks one month since we last had sex, I think about three weeks in is when I really start to think about it too much, and can't get it off of my mind. Maybe tonight...