02 April 2007

I tried all weekend to seduce her, and I failed. We even had an official dinner date planned which she canceled. I try as hard as I can to not let this depress me - I realize that she has lots of stresses, and she may be suffering from depression and a few other problems that keep her from wanting sex, but what it really comes down to at the end of every day is my unavoidable feelings of anger, rejection, and sadness over what our relationship has become. Today marks one month since we last had sex, I think about three weeks in is when I really start to think about it too much, and can't get it off of my mind. Maybe tonight...

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